I got lost in this big old world

To say I'm not having a good week would really be an understatement. Family problems, money problems, and work problems all slammed me this week.
I don't handle stress very well. I've gotten better at it, actually recognizing when I'm stressed and trying to deal with it somehow without taking it out on those around me. Sometimes I succeed, but more often than not, I fail. I lash out at my roommate, the easiest target.  Her habits that bug me become magnified and I just get super grumpy whenever I'm home.
I am still trying to learn how to handle everything that has been thrown at me,  so stick with me.  I know I am almost the least consistent blogger ever, but I will promise to try harder.
Oddly enough, I hate writing. I don't know what it is, but writing was never fun for me. I guess somehow, blogging just doesn't feel like writing. I live in a world of words, where books and letters and poetry communicate feeling beautifully. Here, I try to channel my world onto a screen,  trying to bring sense to myself by pushing buttons and making words appear. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. Right now, I feel slightly better just apologizing you, my dear readers. You stick with me through dry spells, and for that, I thank you. I know this post is a little all over the place, but then again, so is my head.
In short, I am stressed to the nth degree, and classes don't even start until tomorrow. I've got some ideas for this space, so don't give up on me yet!